slayer_13 (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} slayer_13) wrote,@ 2005-02-15 19:58:00 |
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i miss my lolo
awhile ago i was in church and i attended mass. i saw tatay there alone somewhere in front. i went to him and sat beside him. it was quite different. being beside him felt different. it shot me back to the time when spaniards rule the country. i felt like a maria clar type hearing mass with a spanish grandfather, who is all serious, distant and self-righteous. somehow, it was a bit of a scare but i somehow loved being there beside him.
i miss my lolo na tuloy... lolo apol has been in heaven for almost 5 years. but the pain of his departure from earth still resides in my heart. in a way iahven't really moved on from his going away.
i miss him
awhile ago i was in church and i attended mass. i saw tatay there alone somewhere in front. i went to him and sat beside him. it was quite different. being beside him felt different. it shot me back to the time when spaniards rule the country. i felt like a maria clar type hearing mass with a spanish grandfather, who is all serious, distant and self-righteous. somehow, it was a bit of a scare but i somehow loved being there beside him.
i miss my lolo na tuloy... lolo apol has been in heaven for almost 5 years. but the pain of his departure from earth still resides in my heart. in a way iahven't really moved on from his going away.
i miss him
