Current mood:	good
Current music:	peaches and cream

he turned too sweet to tolerate
i love sweets. chocolates, candies, tootsie rolls, licorice sticks, cola pops, raisinets, chocolate-coated strawberries, cakes, ice cream, whipped cream, as long as it's sweet i generally like it. same with people. i like those who are sweet. thoughtful, huggy, comfy to be with, mushy to corny even... but sweets are not for everyday. sweets are not meant to be taken every second of every minute of every hour of every single day. once you do you'll just get tired of it. it's value will slowly diminish until it becomes nothing but something so regular. it will be so much of the ordinary that you'll get tired of it to the extent of one day actually disliking it.

he has gone extra sweet. too sweet to be exact. it's like having chocolate for breakfast, chocolate for snack, chocolate for lunch, chocolate for dinner, and chocolate for midnight snack, plus some chocolate to munch on while hours are left blank. they have a word for it in tagalog...nakakauyam!

i dont want him to be nakakauyam. i dont want to get tired of him. i dont want him to be something like that of a routine. i would hate for him to be nothing but an addition to my schedule. i like the random texts, the spontaneous expression of affection, i like the mystery we venture to discover as we get to know each other some more. i like being there for him and being sure that he is there for me. i like...make that, i love the friendship we have. something special, similar to that of a girlfriend-boyfriend thing but not as committing. that's the ideal relationship i'm looking for right now. i don't want a romantic partner. i want and need a guy that i could call my bestfriend. i want someone i'll be very comfortable with. i want him to be the friend i'll be keeping for the rest of my life because frankly life has become a lot better now that he is around.. :)

i hope he won't become too sweet to handle. i really like what we've turned out to be. i hope this lasts. :)